100% pure happiness

Friday, November 13, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 4:06 AM

many people wanted to achieve many things in life
they find life boring dull and hence wanted excitement
but they fail to realise simplicity is happiness
and breathing is a miracle itself

for me
i just wanted a simple life
to grow old with my love ones
money and luxury is additional
but a simple sweet life will do (:

waiting for my report to come in, still :(

to love and to be loved :) 12:22 AM

the power of fake eyelashes and photo editing
lolololololsss :D

heeheex scare you scare you scare you!! XP

Monday, November 9, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:41 AM

WELCOME MEE TO THE BIG 2 CLUB!!!
OMGGG!!! i blowed 2 BIG candles this year X'O

kind of lazy so let the picture speaks (:

zhu zhu says "HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!":)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 5:31 PM

this academic semester is not as easy as i thought
with joint dance concert and project tiwala
plus a whole bulk of academic work
tiring indeed
but nevertheless a fulfilling one (:

this december i will be embarking on my biggest adventure in 2009:
YEP Philippines with my beloved walas
14 days, 12 students, 1 tiwala (faith)
i am so excited!! :DD
doing things i never tried before like building and painting a house for family of 6
and thereafter 4 days of R&R plus extended 5 more days :D
we were planning for trekking on mount mayon (active volcano), river kayaking and whale sharks interaction
hopefully we will be celebrating xmas there too!!
OMGGGG!!! i cant wait!! :DD

haha meanwhile i really need to cope with my studies
and straight away after my last paper
here i come TIWALA!! :DD

PS: HAPPY 34TH MANYUE (plus 1 day) LOVEE!! :DD

Friday, September 25, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 11:25 AM

yet again.

baddie is off to bunei last night and will only be back 17days later :(
its simply KNS!!
haha yes it sucks cos i wun be able to hear from him for the next 2 weeks plus
he wun be able to call or msg me in brunei unlike taiwan
cos it will be sooper expensive
i am not sure too but it kind of cost more to msg from brunei :(
but still, i secretly wish he can surprise me will msges occassionally
haha so meanwhile i can only assume that he will be fine and happy over there
i shall drown myself with all the projects and assignments coming up
so that i wun miss him too much
ARRGHH i need another victim to bully and irritate haha XP

cant wait for him to be back already
cos after that he will be ord-ing!! :DD
lols and the 2 years of long torture will finally be over :))

life is unpredictable
i am kind of paranoid
baddie please dun let anything happen to you
cos you still owe me a big fat black present that goes oink oinks
i will wait patiently for you my love (:

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:00 AM

HAPPY 1000TH DAY MY DEAREST BADDIE!! :D

meeting you was fate

becoming your friend was a choice

but falling in love with you was beyond my control

you are the key to my happiness

i love you :)

Monday, September 7, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:04 AM

MY PUI BA BADDIE IS BACK!! :D
like finally :)

with literally a bag of presents :D
my weekends were finally dipped in love and joy, smiles and laughter
with the whines irritation and bullying lols
surprisingly it felt like i just met him yesterday
but i still cant believe i survived that torturing 3 weeks
i am simply proud of us :)
and i cant wait for our next datee already!! XP

loving and loved :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:00 AM

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY

CHAN HUI YUAN!!

though we cant be there physically to celebrate with you

we hope you feel our LOVE here back in singapore :)

have a GREAT birthday bash in aussie!!

we will book a plane and fly our blessings there for you haha :)

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 1:00 AM

my heart feels sour :(

i just put down baddie's call from taiwan
its the third time he called using the international card
i was soo pleasantly surprised the first time he called
seriously.
and i gave him my sweetest voice and pure excitment :)
it was short but i was completely thrilled :DD

the second time i was on the way to mexin's house
i couldnt really show signs of excitment cos my brother was just beside me
and it ended up that the international card ran out of money :(
we couldnt sweet talk at all and it was all disappointment
BUT baddie was all soo nice
he called using his normal line when i was at meixin's house
it must have really costed a bomb X'O
but the 90secs was all so worth it :DD
and i was absolutely grateful for what baddie did :))

and just earlier baddie called the third time
he will be goin to outfield for a week till next monday
and it means that he wun be able to sms me or even recieve my msges :(
at least before this i know he reads my msges
but it wouldnt be the case for the next 7 days
very disappointing and upset :(
but i will be strong cos i cant let him worry for me
i shall occupy myself with all the homework assignments and projects
and i will be all happy again when he is back :)

i will be waiting for you my piece of fat
and all the presents that comes along in a package :)

Monday, August 24, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:12 AM

i feel so tired i think i am dying
there's soo much things for me to settle
i just want to sleep through the whole day
and stop thinking about everything
things like homework assignments projects
and the big question of what cca commitments i should have now
i need baddie here to analyse everything for me
to give me advices and for me to whine at
but smses arent enough and i cant possibly trouble him when he is far away in taiwan
he is soo near yet soo far
i miss his daily calls at night
and i need someone :(

Sunday, August 16, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:44 AM

today is the first day i wun get to hear baddie's voice :(
and so i spammed his inbox with lots of msges
to tell him random things of what i did today
but he did not reply any of my msges
until i told him that one of the guy who ride the motion simulator asked for my number haha
finally i could prove to him that i got market de lo XP

and this is what he replied:
Oh my mama!! Baddie must reply this msg already. Lol!! Don't know baddie need to be proud or worry. T.T How's the guy? Shuai not? Or they playing truth and dare?

LOLS!! its so cutee rite??
haha maybe this is how i can make him spend that 60cents everyday to reply my msg spams :D

Saturday, August 15, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:24 AM

i guess baddie have reached changi airport already
we had the whole day for ourselves today
went swimming at the sengkang simming complex
and den travelled back to his house
but this will never be enough to compensate the 3 long weeks without him :(

in a few hours time he will be off to taiwan with the army
though i am happy that he is finally taking the plane again after a long 4 years
i am upset that he wun be around for this 3 weeks
i will definitely miss him so so badly
his irritation, his toopidness, his laughter
but most importantly his love and uber sweetness

it took me soo long to realise that baddie have been forever sweet and nice
i always had high expectations of him
i compared and complained
of how unromantic and unsweet he was
but it was only recently that i realise true romance is from the simplest things he does

like holding my hands ever so tightly while crossing the road
feeding me the sweetest popcorn while he eats the plain white ones just because i liked it
lugging the big fat bag just to put the jacket water bottle and umbrella in case i need them
putting his msn display picture with my toopid photo to "show off" haha XP
purposely changing into the couple tee when i wore it to his house
and the many many small little things that i took for granted
those small acts that were always forgotten when he made me angry

but i was glad i din realised it any later
and recently i changed for the better
though still as irrtating as ever
i am now more generous with the compliments and thankyous
aknowledging his acts is the best return i could ever give for his love

and of course i am never stingy with the 3 magical words :))

baddie please take extra good care for yourself
which i meant by coming back in one big fat piece as usual
and a whole bag of presents haha
but most importantly be safe and happy
i will be waiting for the day i can see your smile again
i love you :)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 1:59 AM

i dowan to lose you
never ever.
creepy thoughts please go away
i will miss you soo soo much

Friday, July 31, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 2:15 PM

when you are becoming 20 and then 21 and 21++
you are turning from a young adult to an ADULT
your future starts to become a concern
something to ponder and plan for
things like your career salary social circle health marriage etc
its a headache and i dun wish to bury myself into deep thoughts

i dowan to grow up and face reality
it kinda sucks to live in this commercial world
how i wish i can lead a surreal life
away from all the bricks and walls
i wanna lead a life different from the rountine of this 21st century
something to fulfil and complete my life
perharps travelling around the world and find a place of nature and stay there forever??
haha can i stay this naive and childish forever?? :D

Thursday, July 30, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 3:22 PM

when my little blog space has been blank for the past few weeks
many things have happened
haha so its time for me to blog already
this is so gonna be a longg entry

my hands were itchy this holiday
so i made a few craftwork presents!! :DD

made this for beloved baddie :)
my first try making prints on the tracing paper

and this for peiqian’s belated birthday
i love the pink scheme :)

similar wooden box for genevivi’s belated birthday
i wrapped the elephant with coloured paper till i go crazee haha

this notebook for ahtan’s belated birthday
cutting the holes at the binder was sooper tiring as well lols

i love making craftwork and maybe i can open a craft blogshop like huiyuan haha
but i would need to sacrfice quite abit of my time to make all those cute little stuff
the money earned may not be worth it but making the craft is still fun :D

*****

my work at this mini-rider at suntec city was pretty relaxing
$7/hr for operating the machine aka opening/closing the door and collecting money lols
working the weekday shift is good money but kind of boring
though its pretty busy i still prefer working on the weekends
loved it when the passangers enjoyed the ride and smiled happily at me
hearing the laughters and screams makes the job more enjoyable
haha the kids are really really adorable as well
i kind of have this fetish for babies/toddlers now
maybe the motherly side of me is slowly appearing haha
some babies are soo cutee and chubby
their smiles can just simply melt your heart :)

i am hooked on this particular blog
http://tinkerhippo.blogspot.com/
its about this young mummy who is happily married to her first love after 7 years of relationship
in case you suspect its NOT a shotgun marriage haha
after marriage she followed her hubby to US for work and gave birth to her baby chlovelle there
i fell in love with her baby velle who is sooper sooper cutee
and her baby clothes and accessories are pretty and kawaii too
haha i secretly wish baddie and i can be like that as well :)

*****

i had my second flea at SMU concourse with fashioista
its abit disappointing as the crowd is really BOOHOO
only managed to earn 11bucks after paying the rental
sold none of my clothes but luckily the accessories saved me haha
after 2 fleas i still have pretty much clothes with me
lols but i decided to take a portion of it to salvation army soon
going for another flea this sunday hope it will be smashing!! :DD

*****

about a week ago i went to the singapore zoo with mummy and her friends
haha it was free entry due to some member card thingy :)
woke up early in the morning and ate breakfast at amk hawker centre before heading to the zoo
the weather is pretty good just abit humid
i was all sticky and tired after a whole 6hrs in the zoo
and a whole 12hrs out before we reached home at around 10pm lols
some cutee photos :))

mummy and me with the parrots :)

the dustbins are cute arent they??

the long-nosed monkey we saw at kuching
a peeing giraffe lols
and a happie ostrich haha

fighting wildpigs
haha i like this the second best :D

haha its kind of crippy staring at this cutee thing
cos he is staring at me too!! XP

hungry penguins streching their necks for food
haha so cutee!! :DD

PRETTY PRETTY peacock!!
i like this the best :))

say hello to charlie
ahmeng's mate haha

GIRAFFE I KILL YOU!!

and a group photo :)

*****

i finally got the money to buy a few things at bugis with peiqian last week
got myself a denim vest a black bagpacker and a denim shorts :DD

take a look at pengyou's "special" specs LOLS!!

*****

some recent updates now
i just came back from my family trip to malacca and genting
a simple 4days retreat away from the sunny island
we drove up from singapore to johor and had a yummylicious lunch at some chinese restaurant

took another few hours up to malacca and check in the resort for a night stay
dinner at the old town night bazzar
two thumbs up for the baba laksa and chendol :D

we went around malacca the next day
got lost a few times and finally found the places
a'formosa resort and d'paradise
our GPS is totally of no use in places away from town haha
but we bought some rambutan and durian along the way :DD

then we left malacca and head up to genting
simply love the cold air up there :))
the check in took us a long time
so we only got our room at around 8pm

had our dinner and after that i managed to sneak into the casino lols
earlier in the day i was stopped outside so this time i wrapped myself with a scarf to act mature
haha i was secretly laughing inside when i managed to got in
i guess the guard was busy talking and did not notice me
we had to pass through this smoking area into the non-smoking area
i almost suffocated i tot i would die
dunno why but i could sense pairs of eyes on me
haha like "why is this girl girl in here" kind of look
pretty cool when my parents explained how the games work
even though the smoke and the crowd was terrible it was still a pretty good experience :)

woke up early the next morning and head towards the temple downhill
lunch at the vegetarian restaurant was GREAT!! :DD

just some random shots around the temple haha :)

din get to play the outdoor theme park cos my brother din want to :((
we end up spending RM70 playing arcade and earned 980 point to exchange for gifts haha
after dinner at some zi cha place downhill
i sneaked into another casino again lols XP
this time the non-smoking area was bigger which makes it more comfy
my papa had RM100 to bet on
haha beginner's luck din happen to me leh XP
we only started winning when we played the dice thingy
haha loitered around here and there and wasted my 30bucks left from the arcade on jackpot and digital roulette
i could have feed myself on macdonalds XP
lols but overall we still won a fair good 20 bucks haha :D

our last day was simple
had our morning buffet and left genting for malacca
shopped around jusco for things to bring home
i only bought some skin care stuff in the end lols
this short and sweet holiday ended when we headed back home after that :)

*****

i am liking my short chubby hair more and more
haha especially when its getting longer now
i looked younger and fresher ehh? :DD

*****

holidays are making me fatter and uglier
i cant believe my weight is now ** !! X'O
and the pimples on my face OMGGGGG!!
its really true that there is no ugly woman only lazy woman
time for me to be more hardworking le haha

*****

huiyuan has gone back to aussie already
and we are so gonna miss her all over again
but time will pass real soon
before we know it she will be back again haha
TAKE CARE YEA MY PENGYOU!! :DD

*****

i am having this constant backache nowadays
from this fall on my knee caps during one of the cheer training
the impact was transferred to my back
and it hurts till now whenever i stand too long or sit in a weird position
haha i think i am old already OMGGGGGG!!

*****

the past few weeks with baddie was pathetic
i had work and he had guard duties
meetings was like half day here and there
had little hipcups with baddie
i guess i need to be more undertanding and less grumpy
baddie has always been so nice and tolerant towards me
its time for me to be nice and sweet already lols
i want to catch a few movies with baddie
its been a long time since we ate popcorn and nachos haha

*****

oki i think i have updated too much liao haha
i told you it will be a long post XP
byebye :)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 1:44 AM

blame it on my sensitivity
as hard as i tried
i am still very much affected

ps: i love my blogskin like totally haha :)

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:41 AM

i think i can make my blog into some photoblog
haha i realised i like to take artistic photos and edit them
maybe i need a professional camera someday
heres some photos i took recently :))

12 may: botanic garden with pengyous :)

nicee entrance :)

random shots at the garden
the place is actually quite pretty
just abit HOT haha

miss swan has long neck haha :)

lampost . scuplture . soooper tall tree
lols :D

and there you go the pengyous :)
climbing up the tree in skirt is just UNGLAM haha
but i just realised the tree is some sooper old tree
it is printed on our 5dollar note
cool ehh?? :)

19 june: snow city + science centre

when you run out of places to go on date
you start to act like a tourist haha XP
us at snow city in big fat jackets lols

wheres my body?!?!
dun eat me pleaseeeee X'O

ELECTROCUTED LOLS!! :DD

ever got hit by thunder??
baddid did haha XP

dumb dumb baddie acting toopidly lols :)

ahhh we are floating in the blood vessels!!

do we look alike??
haha i like the biscuit box :))

20 june: sianwei's 21st

the galss :))

xinji heng zhong de ahtan and meixin haha
omg and i am soo nicee to spare them with the unglam pics LOLS!!

28 june: marina barrage :))

smiley kite in the sky :))

i wonder how marina will looks like when everything is upp
haha can wait for it to happen seriously

MR. WATER WALLY!!
omg soo cutee!! :DD

oops trying too hard haha XP

nice people with nice background lols XP

haha i looked toopid and badie looked stoned XP

HAPPY 30TH MANYUE!! :DD
but baddie says this is toopid GRR!!

Monday, June 15, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 12:05 AM

this week is simply EXCITING!! :D
my apologies to those i forgot to reply
i was either too lazy/busy to reply at the moment
den i end up forgetting all about replying haha XP

just some recall about the week
wednesday went over to huiyuan's house to make soonkueh
haha it was crazee messy and tiring
but FUN and AWESOME!! :DD
some soonkuehs to make you salivate!! :DD

my papa says it looks abit ugly
awwww heart break X'O
haha but my mama says i tasted not bad :DD

introducing the sooper chio mr skeleton
handmade by our very own huiyuan!! :DD

den it was flea day on saturday!!
winne peiqian and i rented a stall at the flea organised by fleaflyflofun to sell our preloved clothes and accessories
we waited sooper long for registration at the f1 pitstop
cos there were a total of 180 stalls and the registration started late
luckily the place was airconditioned :)
den we managed to chop a nice spot and started setting up our stall

we were busy setting up stall while baddie took photos
the two ladies in the photo shared the table with us
it was initially $65/table
so we only paid $32.50 for half the table and the space beside :)

we placed all our accessories on the little space we had
haha our stuff looked so zha pa lang compared to the other stallholder
they were selling handmade accessories which were HEAVENLY NICE!!
haha help them advertise abit :)
http://www.loveyourself-empire.blogspot.com/

initially we had our cheaper clothes in boxes
but people were lazy to dig deep into the box and business was lousy
haha so we started to bai di tan at the walkway beside
and this explains how our stall look like in the end lols

den people started to look at the clothes and flip around
but none bought :(
we only made our first sale about an hour plus later
haha it was my dress priced at $10 :DD
den business got a little better and i started to make profits
as time goes by we started to slash our prices
the initial $5 cheap tees were reduced to $3 and later 3 for $6
i even wanted to sell at 6 for $6 haha
this is exactly how desperate we wanted to clear our clothes LOLS

it was a tiring yet fulfilling day :)
haha i had muscle ache from all the carrying packing running jumping and squatting
and a slight sorethroat from all the shouting of lelong lelong haha

all worn-out after the 8hours intense lelonging X'O

but we made MONEY!! :DD
after deducting the $14 rental and rack cost
i took home a profit of $85
haha not too shabby la hoh?? :DD

haha poor baddie was the nan yong for the day
with pathetic pay at $0/hr and some secret jiao yi lols XP
ho he looked sooper bui song here haha

awww baddie thanks alot alot for surprising me at my house early in the morning to help out with the carrying when i tot you were late
and walking all the way to marina square to buy our lunch
haha he just wasted his whole sat walking aimlessly around the flea
with nothing that interest him
and getting random scoldings from his irritated/busy salty
and sometimes kanna pushed away for blocking the way
AHHH i am soo sorry baddie for treating you soo badly that day
i should have appreciated more that you have made the effort to come all the way to help whenever possible
and not complain about how you cant lelong lelong or help selling
awww poor baddie forgive me alright??
you know i still love you alot alot :)

ahem oki sorry for the mushy mushies
haha the following sunday
baddie and i went to watch ghost of girlfriends past
haha it was a funny show but the ending was somehow expected
i tot it could be better but overall still good :)

den we went walking around tamp
and went into toysrus
haha cookie monster and elmo is so CUTEE!! :DD

lols ELMO looks so funny staring at baddie
it was just a random take that caught the angle haha
well an exciting week for mee!! :))

Friday, June 12, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 10:34 PM

i know it wouldnt be nice afterall
but i din know it could turn out this ugly
it actually hurts to be too naive

really.
true friends are hard to come
i dun expect them to be
but the words still hurt

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

to love and to be loved :) 6:13 PM

this is mee on my ninteen birthday

and this is me NOWW!! :DD

you think i suit long or short hair??

LOLS we just need to get used to it XP