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Friday, July 1, 2011

i know i have been neglecting this page for the longest time
but i had an urge to note down my feelings this very moment

i just went to sign my appointment letter/contract with people's association
and when i returned home, i saw this secondary school girl before me
i was just like her 9 years ago..

i began to recall how my 22 years have passed
we all started as babies, exploring our little world with our parent's guidance
then we learned the ABCs and 123s in pre-school
i met my first friends (those i still remembered) in primary school and had lots of my first experiences
in secondary school, i met my lifelong friends :)
i recalled many hipcups during this pai si and childish stage
haha but our friendship blossomed and here we are now, lifelong friends :)

the 2 years of junior college was short but fulfilling
i met pq, bob and genevivi and of course started my love journey :)
soon baddie went to army
it was a tough period but we made it through, with stronger love and commitment
i cant remember how we survived, but day after day, those periods were finally gone
university was short and sweet, and as i struggled between studies and cca -
projects, aces, tiwala, jdc, results - those zombie periods were gone too :)

then it was all the job interviews, where i secured my first job eventually
exams was finally over and graduation trip came soon after
it was one of the highlights of my life, i had so much fun with topdeck
so much more new experiences, in amazing places with love by my side :)
i am really glad we had something more to add to our common memory :)

22 years have passed so quickly, nearly quarter of my life
next monday, i will be entering the next phrase
the biggest slice of my life - working life
then the next few phrases will follow -  marriage, babies, family building, growing old
as i step into this new phrase, i am excited yet afraid
excited that i will be meeting new people and making new friends
facing new challanges and learning new expereinces
yet afraid that i am no longer a child in people's eye
and that there is no chances for mistakes anymore
i have no idea how it will goes, i just hope for the best and that everything will go smoothly :)

all in all,
i wished for strength and courage, love and happiness
as i enter this exciting, uncertain phrase of my life :)



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♥ jiaxian, sweet 21
currently a business undergrad
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